hscexam
examtime
thats just the log in for the computers for me to do my exams last night mom was telling me that i shouldnt be stressed abut the exam,s i should just try my best i honestly thought i was onyl stressed about exams but now i realise im not stressed much about exams shock
anyways the day was going great till at the bus stop erin walks upto me infront of nick starts yelling at me for writing in my blog that i think it was that i wrote that i was angry at her anyways the fact that she said it infront of nick kinda annoyed me because it was obvious that there was som,e important involved with what she said so nick would have been thinking i wonder what this secret is why didnt mike tell me does mike not trust me and i dont want any of my friends to feel that i dodnt trust them further erin also chose the b est time to tell to yell at me right during exams so (ok i was wrong there is some stress from exams) that the stress form this got about 50 times bigger plus the stress from exams
everytime i think about erin reading my blog my "instantaneous thought" is she shouldnt be reding my blog then it goes to but remember mike your lkife is an open book kida like a reality tv show except more of a reality reality if ya know what i mean? the fact that ross was standing right next to her and she had red my blog also made me think wait if mitch has a link to ross's site then it is most likely that ross has seen mitches blog whitch then makes it likely that he has followed the link to my blog and read theat i was gay ( goddamn i hate that word it hink i'll say thjat i prefer the comapny of men in the furure or maybe hetrosexualy challenged : O ) thats why i love politivcally correctness) which i dont m ind him knowing but again it might make him think that i dont trust him enough to tell him which isnt true yet again grrr
another think that pissed me off about erin coming up and yelling at me is that i dont like face to face copnfrontations and i dont like the phone i am ok with icq aol yahoo or msn and when i tld her that she walked away as if she was soo much better than me but thats probably the work of my memory in an attempt to make me seem more dignified then jared told me that erin didnt tell him that i was heterosexually challenged he he he and this all comes after i was told by luke that she did tell jared etc [withhekld information set in here] lukes testimony had already been called into serious doubt and so has erins and jareds just a bitch but i'll get into that later.. na ill get into that now
title: why i dislike jared
everything i do, say, buy he critisizes when i decided that i wanted to do three unit english he gave me a speech about how stupid i was how there was no way that i could do three unit english and that he knew he was smarter than average and could do the three unit course but didnt because i cant remember im just glad that i could manage to keep myself from crying thereya go mitch its ya daily bitch
anyways one of the reasons why that hurt me so much was because when i was little they made me do all these tests and they saisd i was like at genious level or something and in the top 97% of people that can do puzzles and i always believed it helli still do thats whats causing the pressure form school it doesnt matter owmuch mom tells me that i only have to do my best because i know i am not giving it my best
FURTHER ilost my fone which is really quite funny consitering the circumstance
and you can see the influence from aaron on this mitchell has developed a cool little language with funky shapes and stuff and then i convinced him he didnt need the letter C so now i feel like i have "tainted his innocence" i dont even know what that means yet i still feel bad for doding it!!!!
and yet i still remain optimistic because this all was what i wanted after all i got soooo amaziungly bored with ,my life like 4 weeks ago that i amk glad there is all this action and even mofre so that it revelves around me because that means i get to partake in it.
And
im also slightly angry at erin for her stupididty i try to be a gentlemn so whe i se a mand not being a gentle man or a girl not being womanly it irratates me such as erin yell at luke (and me) infront of everyone at the bus stop i can list two problems with that one you (men women) are not suppoosed to raise their voice in publkic unless it is to entertain their friends( i have a modified version of gentleman) and the second thing is that we have already leant that yelling at luke doesnt work we need to do something far more sinester the yelling at luke thing especially doesnt work from erin because he has this huge vendetta gainst her
Further
i want to know how erin saw my blog i its not imoprtant i am just curious
geez look how much i can write when i have had my ritalin
----- meverything from below here i put in a few min after i wrote everything above here-----
ok just need to add a few things
1) if anyone wants to talk to me online bur forwhatever reason cant use icq msn etc there is always my email and my blogt's message board
Song:toss up between harder better faster stringer by dasft punk because my life finally i harder better faster and i will soon be stronger and hey micky because i dunno just felt like it
mood: when i'm on ritalin i dont really have a mood because i sorta see everything equally if you know like erin yellin at me i saw the good that she was expressing her feelings and the bad nick might feel bad i dunno maybe i do and i just dont realise whatr emotion im feeling because im too buisy thinking
Game: cell damage need to hear some of sincers stupid remarks to make me laugh here re a few of the stupiderer ones:
did you just wet yourself or was that me?
guess waht........ IM HAPPY
this show suxx hey wait thats me
responder: either freddie prinze jr well thats obvious or maybe some movie director who sees my story and wants to turn it into a movie